_x.[X]iiao Hong [R] - [E] - [G] - [R] - [E] - [T] To Lose E Onli Love One .x_

A Regrets For E past 8 Months

2007-02-11T19:13:00.000+08:00

Feel sad for e past 8 months and lots of regrets through out e 8 months...
Feel Hurts and sad for e 8 months...e day we start till e day how it ends I always remember...we have been together for e past 7 months 10 days and 5 hrs 0 mins...when we stead is on 8th oct 2005 1436 hrs and we break up at e date of 18th May 2006 1936hrs I dun wish to have a ending between us I realli love her so much...haix...I dunno..I onli knw now dun wish to think too much as I was so sad till I back to my past as onli been addit on GAMES...haix...

2006-07-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

wahahax...almost half a year nvr touch my blog le wor...really is rot le wor...hahahx..
nvm now i revive it bac.. i will try to update every week ba...lolx..

hmmm...quite lots of things to tell but I dun think I can do it all in one ba...hahax..

I dunno why I always fall in love wif xiao mei mei one nan dao I cannot really fall in love wif a more mature galz ma...dunno why leh...I always Find xiao mei mei very cute...hahax...eazy to get along wif them leh...lolx...dunnox why..haiz...dunno I onli knw I will be get going for a single life for another 2 more weeks bax...coz i also wait for a galz i love now to forget e feeling towards e person she really love be4..coz she now still unable to forget him...dunno why...hahahx...maybe tat is wad call love is ba...hahax...but I will win hearts one la...lolx...

hao le...I getting tired le..need to haf some sleep coz tmr need to go for an interview la...hahax...

signing off..
_x.[E]dmund.x_

2006-01-28T12:13:00.000+08:00

hey everyone...lolx...long time no surf net le wor...lolx..so no update my blog la...also lazy go n update..hahahax...anyway...nth to say abt it just onli knw happy n sad momment passing fast n slow...haiz..

happy - get 5 point for N lvl..finally see lao po face le..

sad - bro. argue each other..haix..no money..haix..always kana nagg by daddy...haix...qing ren jie coming...scared will be lonely again...

2005-11-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

woot..almost one month no post le wor..really rott..hahax..

alrite my post for today will start here..

haix..today again..not reall damm happi day..cos today my bao bao still cannot come out..so..haix..sian..but nvm..as long she love me in her hearts..tats is e best for today..hee..den today go to haf a interview lor..at e apex tower..hahax..management trainer sia..wa..not bad not bad..n also vry success..to join e company lor..sad is hor..need to wear former..kaoz..how i will use to it ma..sian lor..hahax..den aft interview i go find my mum..cos todae didi birthday..so go take a look her n didi..hahax...

haix..dunno la..i onli knw i vry miss my bao bei..so miss her lor..sian..

okie la..stop here le..
hahax..
signing off.

_x.[B]eN.x_

" she is a treasure tat hards to get..as precious as a life..but I will not cos of her dunu wan my life..cos I dun hope to leave her early..n no one can take care for her..no matter I will stay over her side to takkiare her..protectin her..always.. "

xiang ni..lao po da ren.." bao bao, pei ying "

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2005-10-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

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2005-10-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

wa....today i can say also a damm happy day although wif her is onli a short short of 1 hrs + but I can feel e love I shld gif her n e love she gif me..is so..sweet ^^

hahax..today wake up abt 10 something at bukit permy...cos ytd nite ton at my best sister hse " xiao xue " wif sister " sharon " n best bro. " hei long "...lolx..although is wallet is empty but is still a happy day..lolx..maybe abit hurt la..ytd..arrghhh...dun tok abt ytd..make me tulan also..stupid siao ppl..dun let me catch euu which side 1..make sure euu die..no matter wad..tmd..

den today wake up le den blur blur go n take bus wif sharon..den blur blur return home..lolx..den haf my bath..den change shirt le den keep on sms my bao bao " pei ying " lao po da ren..lolx..love her loads..hahax..den aft i fall asleep..abt 1hrs n so ba..lolx..den blur blur go to kovan..den reach there jodie also just reach den she told me jonathan got tai chi...sian..i rush to there jon say wad..is onli bluff jodie to let her come here..kao..me is straight away damm tulan lor..a good mood also make tulan..den he go out smoke den i go n fetch my bao bao " pei ying " lao po da ren to e superbowl there..den aft awhile of staying over there den go kovan walk walk..lolx..anyway thx to my nu er n mei mei lolx..let me hold her hand n hug her for abt a short short of 1 hrs..lolx..but i feel is enuff..i dun ask for much but ask for a forever..

den walk here n there..lolx..n i also blur blur follow my lao po da ren n my bao bei mei mei " wanning...qiang ning..hui min..maggie..jodie...jocas...yi hui " lolx..crazy shop around in heartland mall..lolx..den aft tat they all say bao bao e dad call n scold her le den she go home..wah...sad lor..she nvr gif me a good bye kiss.. T.T den I, jocas, jodie n jonathan go to hougang mac there meet lester, gary , xue, adam, sharon, xiang, jun and still got 1 guy i forget his name..lolx..srry ar..lolx..den we go to void deck there sit n rot..lolx..den time pass in glance of eyes..kao..5 + le den me jon sharon n eugene rush to meet " hei long" at queenstown there den not even leave hougang jonathan PS us cos of xue..kaoz..still think is lover come first or gal come first i still can't figure out lor..den aft tat we also blur tat e stupid bus to queenstown meet lang den again rush back to sengkang meet eugene n xue..lolx..den we all go home..lolx..

den wa...tulan le..my dad say wad..wa...I go out i disconnect e internet dun let him use..kao..is he fuckin stupid dunno how use comp say me..me hate ppl say me wrong when i was not in wrong lor..knn..tot he father big ar..cb..nvr check proper first den anyhow say...chao chee bye..see le also tulan la..knn..always yan wang me..knn..tulan la..den come n update my blog to let all my words out..lolx..okie update to here..lolx..bvye.cya...

signing off..

2005-10-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

hais...today i haf a bad n good mood..good mood is in after noon..but a bad thing happen at nite..it really make me damm heartbreak lor..okie la..i dun mind wad she call me but at least a limit..I dunno why when other ppl call me idiot or wadeva i will get fed up..but to her i dun even dare to tell her tat i really hate ppl cal me idiot or dun respect my parents..yea..i can say tat i really love her..but whenever she put dwn e phone it really make me heart break n feel like wan to cry lor..I dun wish to haf any more new relationship or wadeva..i just wish to peacefull n wan heer to stay at my side forever...peaceful...

maybe e age was having a big gap but i really love her n wish to dote her more den anyone..but i just can't stand e way she call me..i dun mind she call me wif a joking manner or long long time call me idiot or wadeva for fun i dun mind but can't just sometime be more sweet..i dun wish to argue wif her i really hope i will not hurt her or myself lor..

happi momment is today i send her home n get a peck of kiss on my right cheeck worx... ^^ hahaha...so happy to get a first kiss from her from o8 oct 2005, 2.36 pm...lolx..anyway..i wish i can celebrate 90th year anniversery wif her lor..cos i dun wish to get over wif her n get a stupid break...cos i really love her..

hmmm..ong pei ying...lolx..love euu loads..muack..

2005-10-07T01:55:00.000+08:00

hahax...song today no exam leh...lolx..

yesh la..also abit sad..lolx..cos nvr see her in sch..but aft sch i see her.. ^^

hahax..today early in e morning my good bro. " hei long " come my hse n find me..lolx..wa..vry good lor..all e way from queenstown to here..lolx..but not come n see me but see someone more important in his life... =X

lucky he no blog n dunno my link or else tmr no need go exam le..lolx..=X lolx..den aft tat my sister sharon also come my hse n to meet " hei long " n me..den we together take 165 to sch outside cos today promise all my gan mei mei n her to go n take our self study..lolx..den reach there le den saw my 2 good bro. lester n gary..den we 5 go n haf our smokin session..den aft our smokin session den go back to senior citizen dere n sit n wait our gan mei mei..den aft tat cos of safety gary n lester go home n change shirt..den when we reach we saw our another good bro. " ah xiang " den again he jio us go haf smokin session..but i rmb her words.." NOT TO SMOKE SO MUCH" den lan lan lor..nvr go..lolx..onli " hei long" go haf their smokin session..lolx..den me n sharon wait at e senior there...den abt 15 mins my gan mei mei n my another good bro. " hei hu" come..den he go home n change shirt wif qian ning, jodie n " hei long"...den me sharon n ah xiang sit at there wif gan mei mei n her den they all at there " fen" book cos too many books le..so we help them take lor..den all bulli me..call me take all..kaoz..like i go study like tat..lolx..den in e end my good bro. ah xiang n good sister help me half half..lolx..den i abit lighter..den my bao bei gan mei mei also see me ke lian den also take some lighter 1..lolx..onli she all take all ownself 1..lolx..i wan to help her take lor..but she say dun wan la..lolx..like i will eat away her book like tat..lolx..den we slow walk walk to avene 8 there e mac. lor..den we reach there we once again see my 2 good bro. lester n gary..den we go in n study.. (-.-!) say nice is study la..but den say bad abit is go n fool around in mac. lolx..think e staff also cannot tahan lor..lolx..den we keep going out n smoke..lolx..a mirical is tat today i onli smoke around 4 to 5 stick lor...lolx..normally i 1 days think can take more den 2 pack lor..lolx..maybe her ba..make me change my mind of die early..lolx..den study study..till around 5 something den they all go home..lolx..left me " ah pao" , " hei long" n " hei long"slowly take bus to geylang there makan..lolx..time past vry fast lor..whenever i wif her..really wish tat e time will stop whenever i wif her...haix...hmmm..srry..hee..tok tok den tok to my personnal thing..lolx..hmm..er..den aft tat we take 51 from geylang there to queensway to find sharon n xiao xue..lolx..den we three good bro. eat a packets of nasi lemak in 5 mins..wow..damm fookin hungry lor..lolx..worst den 7th month e bro. lolx..n also worst den her la..she keep eatin for none stop n will nvr fat 1..kaoz..lolx..den when we reach queensway there again haf to wait for my good bro. e bro who drive lorry..lolx..just to send we all home..lolx..den haix..my 2 good bro. got someone to hug den me leh..sian..lonely 1 person sit at behind n think of her face..lolx..but i still can imagine how she smile happily...n really her face i can up high in sky..lolx..dunno how much I miss her lor..wa..bei tahan..if she at my side n she is mine i sure hug her n nvr ever let go..she will nvr be replace if we can go long long..lolx..think tis post really damm long le lor..lolx..so i stop here le..hee..^^

signing off..
_x.[B]eN.x_

2005-10-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

hey yo friends...lolx..time to post le..lolx..sian tmr got N lvl..kns la..lolx..hmm..till 4 pm leh..I will fall slp lor..kao..haiz...bo bian..every one haf to do tat sia..lolx..

haiz...5 more days to end of my journey in xinmin le..sian.." you dian she bu de" haiz..espcailly my Bro., bao bei gan mei mei, Friends, her n those who help me along for e past 5 years e teacher..haiz..I hope i will not cry on e last day lor..cos i wish to leave happily for when e last day..but i really can't stop lor..dun say last day..now think le also wan to cry le lor..haiz...

today early in e morning my few bao bei mei wake me up in sms..lol...n I also find out tat for tis week I haf sms for about 1268 sms..omg...tis month e bill siao liao le la..lolx..n almost 500+ of e sms is pei ying mei 1..lolx..thx pei ying man..pei me through when i was sad sad e time..lolx..hungry ghost..lolx..she really damm like to eat lor..haha..den chat chat chat in sms almost can say is everyday ba..lolx..sometime no sms her will feel vry miss her..lolx..like now..she slping le..lolx..wan to sms her..but too bad she now will be slping like a pig le ba..hahax..

tis week happen alot of thing..include sad n happy...lolx..let toks abt happi things..lolx..wednesday my 2 best bao bei mei jodiee n jocas help me celebrate my birthday..lolx..although is 1 week early..lolx..so now i still cannot forget tat time..although is onli a few hrs but it took over e pass 17 years of saddness..cos for e past 17 years onli 3 celebration n 3 time my dad is not celebrate wif me..everytime celebrate onli my mum..n wad he do..onli " lai boi papa bring euu go eat.." (~.-!) like i nvr eat like tat..lolx..but e best is my mei n my mum celebrate my birthday...haha...still got at least a cake..lolx..although i dun like to eat cake but at least got e feeling of celebrating birthday..lolx..hope nxt year will haf like tat again..lolx..den thursday again..my 9 bai bei gan mei celebrate again..lolx..although no cake but alot of present..haha..although is cheap 1..but i dun mind..cos 17 years time i din even haf a present from my parents n friends..lolx..got..last year my bdae is my ex gif me..lolx..haiz..now think le also sad la..happi momment n sad momment through out e 1 year 1 month 15 days n 21 hrs n 6 mins..lolx..haiz...making me T.T when i think..lolx..

okie la..lazy to type le..tmr den contiune tis post ba..lolx..

singing off..
_x.[B]eN.x_

2005-09-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

haiz..tis few weeks really din do anything..lolx..hahax..e best is ytd..think e first big birthday cake i got ba..for e past 17 years...n think is e most ppl help me celebrate for e past 17 years...as my dad dun even giv me a damm..just keep on flirt..i hate him..FUCKER ASS...

knn..tot wad..father big deal ar..dun ever gif me a fucking damm thinking wad i will feel if my own mum leave my side n my whole family seprate cos of a MOTHER FUCKER CHINA BITCH..SHE GO N FUCK HER OWN SELF LA..STICK WIF MY DAD COS OF HIS SMELLY FUCKING ASS MONEY..CCB..NOT HAPPY LAI LA..HOR..CB..IF REALLY NEED MONEY KNN..GEYLANG LORONG 15 LET HER ANYHOW STAND ALSO GOT PPL 1 LA..CCB..

me damm fucking tulan lor..cos of she, my dad leave me a fucking alone at home n go pei her in shanghai..knn..still stay in e fucking 5 star hotel..knn..me go onli a fucking ass 3 star hotel..fuck man..knn..me ask for a fucking own room or a fucking few shirt dunno for fucking how long..knn..tat fucking bitch just ask nia..den got le..cb..damm fucking not fair lor..still thinking me itzz his son anot..knn.. A FUCKING POSISTION 9 OUT OF 36 N IS THINK E PAST 4 YEARS FIRST TIME GET TOP 10..KNN..NOT EVEN A GOOD LA..WAD EUU WAN..CCB..JUST ORHX..OKIE..LET ME SIGN..NOT EVEN A SECOND LOOK OR A FUCKING SECOND PRAISE LOR..CCB..WAD THINK GET A FUCKING 9 POSISTION VRY EASY AR..KNN..ONLI KNW HOW TO NAG ME..WAN ME TO RESPECT THAT FUCKING IDIOT ASS HOLE BITCH..CB DUN EVER LET ME SEE TAT ASS BITCHY OUTSIDE OR MAKE ME TULAN I WILL LET HER DIE IN NO PIEACES.CCB..THINK I NOW IN E MY FUCKING ASS FATHER HEART IS NO PLACE LE..DEN I MUST WELL GO N DIE..KNN..CB...STILL THINKING WHY ME SO SUAY..BORN IN A FUCKING ASS FATHER WIF A FUCKING ASS ATTIDUTE FATHER TAT CAN COS OF A BITCH SCOLD N DUN WAN HIS OWN SON..
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2005-09-22T08:36:00.000+08:00

lolx...sian la..english lesson..kns..today almost pon 10 again..lolx..cos almost cannot wake up..lolx..always not enuff slp lor..damm sian 1 lorr..lolx..

haiz...so miss her lor..wish now she over my side n accompany me... ^^

haiz..still a big confussion on shld I or not anot leh..lolx..my 2 best bro. all wan to jio her lor..if i still jio her my best bro. sure damm tulan of me or even break bro. hood relationship lor..kns..haiz.. someone help la..kns..

2005-09-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

woot...got 6 daes no update le...lolx..if not my bao bei mei mei jocastaa complain me for my rotting blogger...lolx..maybe today i will also nvr go update le la..lolx..

lOlx..today is a vry happi day for me ba..lolx..firstly need to congrates my stupid sch tat get a dunno wad distintion award la..lolx..n mrs low haf cheat us feeling lor..say today gif half day den nvr gif...eeee i hate ppl cheat ppl e feeling de...lolx..but change to 29th of september haf a full day off...yeah...steady la...lolx..but also cannot go out..cos of e exam lor..kns leh..a while nia left 18 days..n onli left 13 days to my national exam.. (*.-!)..sian going to leave xinmin le..got abit of she bu de..my mei n bro. in sch...sian lor..cannot see them everyday le..sian la..all so cute cute 1..kns la..can come back to sch but dun study anot..just see them will do le..lolx..all so cute..anyway..not onli bu she de my mei n bro. but still got a more more more important person wo gen she bu de lor...which is my angel..she is damm cute lor..den she keep tell me not to say her cute n chio..wa...weird weird gal..lolx..anyway..i nvr fall in love wif her beauty but her person..n her heart..

aft exam I will sure back to the days i told euu early on..n hope euu consider le good good le..^^

den today go out wif my 3 gan mei mei..jocas..jodiee..n fion...lolx..n also my bro. jonathan..lolx..not bad leh..today we din smoke a single ciggrate..lolx..cos jocas dun let me smoke... T_T..anyway..me also dun wish to smoke tat much cos i dun wish to die so early..can't bear to leave her alone lor..so sad...lolx..

haha we go play bowling lor..den onli 1 match nia la..den i din play cos jenna love to play bowling n always pei her play den whenever i play i will rmb of her..n making me more sad n heart broken..

but now wad i can say is i n her is a vry normal friend..lolx..not enemy or wadeva but is a good friend..lolx..

haiz..Mr. yam wan me to attend sch everyday leh..kaoz..so early must wake up damm sian lor..lolx..but nvm she got come i will be awake le..lolx..

anyway..now i also do quite confuss dunno shld I or shld not lor..cos 2 of my best bro also like her lor..knn..sian lor..if contiune jio her n she really follow me wa...equal to lose 2 bro. kns la..wad to do..i dun wan lose her n also dun wan to lose my 2 bro. wad shld i do...? can someone tell me ma...wa..sian llor...

2005-09-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

yEw..haha..so long no post le..lolx..and also happen alot of things la..

haha..today is my N lvl exam lor..haha..EOA...^^ quite easy la..not bad..but in e pie graph use my real brain for a while..lolx..today gary jio me go play bowling...actually is wan to go..but gary say jocastaa got go..den she dun wish to see me den haha..ps my bro. lor...lolx..dun wish she see me le den no mood to play..i dun wish to be a big bad person n spoiler...^^

haha..today go sch..den tot no hair check cos of N lvl..den aft n LVl stupid signh wan all boys to stay outside for hair check..kns la..den think got 21 boys and only 5 of them pass...kaoz...euu knw we all kana caught cos of..no SLOPE...wah...stupid sch wif stupid rules..tmd..wad slope ma..everytime slope..left 25 days onli den no need come sch le..den need to cut slope..wah lao...sian lor..stupid sch wif old n rusty mind..hais..sian la..

lolx..den lucky we knw e uncle den nvr cut more onli alittle nia..but too bad...stupid singh say my stupid long frings..den...GONE...my fring is gone...wah lao..hao bu long yi den grow back 1 neh..den now gone again..sian la..kuku xinmin wif kuku low..wif a kuku mind...tmd..sian la..

den go home aft my lunch wif my alarm clock gal gal sharon..haha..lolx..actually r onli FRIENDS...dun think too much as alot of ppl say she is my stead...OMG...is impossible 1..lolx..

hais..anyway 3 more weeks exam...yea..den no need come..haha..okie la..stop here le la..tmr den contiune my blog..lolx..

2005-09-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

arrghh..stupid li boon told her abt tat thing..now she dun even tok to me..hais..so sian..

hais..really is a big mistake to fall in love wif eur own mei..e answer is -100% chances..haiz..sian la..

tis few days nth to do..feel vry e stress n fan...n start to smoke heavy le..omg..2 hrs i can smoke 1 n half pack of " lok ko "...omg..

tis morning dream abt a person..i knw her..she cute n chio..really..n is a good dreamm..haha..n tat is e gurl i wan jio 1..haha..dun tell euu guys e story..haha..wait till it appear same as wad i dream den tell euu all..haha..anyway..my smoking habit need her to change me..haha..cos i can quit anything beside bro. n heng ki...just because of her..haha..wish she will be mine..haha..dun worry is not my mei le..haha..is a sec 2 gurll.. ^ ^..

hais...a angel flew away from my side n another cute flew past me n her eyes drag my soul away wif her...now I'm searching high n low for my soul n her..a cute gurl.. ^ ^

2005-09-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

sianx...today ppl holiday me got exam..kaoz..dun let us rest 1 leh..tmd..but today is N lvl of chinese..haha..is damm easy lor..but think this is e onli paper i spend around 10 mins to finish le ba..think this is e longest time to do for e past 5 years of exam of chines..haha..

sianx..today nvr see her so miss her..haha.onli can view through my mind of her look..so sad..haha..

aft exam i go home e first thing is SLP...wah cannot tahan man..i was damm tired lor..den keep on sms coming in..sian lor..when wan sms no body sms..when dun wan sms..always got sms coming in..sian lor..haha..

den aft wake up go out to plaza sing wif my bro. den we play maximum tunes for around half hours ba..den we walk around the plaza sing till around 6 30..den go home..haha..

so sian..haha..hope tat she will knw how much i miss her n love her..so sad..haha..

nth will change my love towards euu...my angell..

2005-09-03T22:52:00.000+08:00

haixxX...today wake up in early in e morning..haha..as usual..wake up not even go haf a brush of my teeth...haha..play comp..lolx..den aft awhile of computering den go brush my teeth n haf a hot bath..haha..n wrote her name on my bath room e mirror..lolx..so miss her man..omg..

den back to comp aft bath..n saw her online..so happy..haha..denn chat wif her awhile den my dad interrupt me...arggh..den go haf some praying for my accesstor..haix..hate e smell of e joss stick man..haha..nvm la..long long time den 1 time..hee...^ ^..

haha..den after tat aft having luch wif my dad as think this month e first time ba...haha..cos..he really damm seldom at home lor..lolx..aft eating i go out wif my bro. lester ...we go ps first..den we go maximum tune as wad we always done..haha..den go see "one more chance"..haha so fun man..lolx..wish the ending will happen to me lor..haiz..but tat can say is a fairy tales ba..haha...which is hard to happen..cos i dun wish to lost her like previous 1..haix...

alrite end here le..lazy to go type more la..lolx..comp start to get laggy..haha..

signing off..
_x.[B]eN.x_

2005-09-03T10:58:00.000+08:00

tis few days haf some bad luck on me man..lolx..first is my bro. kana slap..arrgghh...damm tulan..den second is me kana comb..haiz..sad la..nvm liao..past is past..den ytd me kana scold by " head " sian la..lolx..but learn alot of new things..haha..is diffrent wif my dad..last time is.." face can dun wan..but bro. cann becos of euu get hurt.. "

haha..now e " head " teach me is " face is sure wan..kana beat is onli a starting point..nth for a guy to kana beaten..we r man..can say srry anyhow.."hahaha...headach..dun listen to who..lolx..

anyway..is a sad thing that our good bro. wei jie haf leave us..we all now follow " head " jimmy le..den sian lor..haha..but also a good thing cos we must learn from starting..slowly we will walk by on our own legs..haha..this is wad i learn..haha..

haiz..today saw her in home clothes..omg..is soo cute man..haha..make up just nice..lolx..so cute..haha..too bad she is someone 1..me onli can wait silently at one side n jealous abt e couple...

euu will always be in my heard...nth will gonna change my love towards euu..euu always stay in my heart..no matter..

My KAWAII angel was gone... ='(

2005-09-01T11:08:00.000+08:00

hiaz...lsat night think is e worst NEWS i ever heard le ba..

haiz..my angel was gone..she haf new stead..making feel so uncomfortable lor..kns la..why god is always like tat..whenever I wish to lurff e person hard or wadever it will appear a result of FAIL n lose...hate it man..

making me now scared of loving a person hard man..cos love really hurts lor..hate it man... ='(

My KAWAII angel was gone... ='(

_x.[S]tart [T]o [L]ove [Y]ou [D]eeply.x_

2005-08-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

haha..today is e onli day can bring handphone to sch den yet..we go pon 10 omg...wad a Sttupidd act man..lolx..but is happy cos pon me gan mei lolx..haha..anyway no more nxt time for her le..she cannot pon any more..bu ren xing to see her kana scold..lolx..

haiz..all e way keep on think of her lorr..her cute cute face n siao siao attidute..hahaha..so KAWAI...lolx..

wish she will be mine soon n aft..wish she will be mine angel tat guide me n pei me through out e whole life..she is mine angel who bright my day from darkness..

2005-08-28T19:02:00.000+08:00

haizx...dunno y tis 2 days feel so sian..do everything was so sian..n also founding myself of falling in love wif her..sudden so miss her..haizx..

today wake up at abt 11 something..den start to move my comp to my room..n it took more den 4 hrs lor..sian..lolx..den my bro. jun xiang n jon come my hse wait for me den go hougang mall wait for eugene..n that ass took more den 1 hrs to come..vry big sia..let 3 person wait for him e big boss man..lolx..jkjk..den we go plaza sing there go walk walk eat eat n play play..haha..den go home..haizx..1 good day gone so fast man..lolx..wif a glance of eyes..hahax..anyway is a good day wif bro. having such a fun day..thx bro.

wish she will be mine aft my N lvl..she is so kawaii..^ ^

//H-E-A-R-T- B-R-O-K-E-N\\_

2005-08-25T15:56:00.000+08:00

sian la...heard a unwanted news..somemore e person i knw 1..kns..lolx..no la..actually quite happy for themm..lolx..wish them " chang chang jiu jiu " anyway he everything better me lor..lolx..so nth to say... =X

lolx..today whole day check check..check paper onli...haha..onli got a words to say me..TYCO..all is just pass..haha...50 for math...93 for english...63.5 for eoa..haha..now waiting for cpa..dnt..M.T...lolx..sian lor...

haha..my mood now is onli 2 wrds can say..happy n heartbroken...lolx..dunno y...maybe see her having good relationship ba..den feel happy..heartbroken cos i lose her..haha..hmm..dunno la..onli gods knws...lolx..

2005-08-25T01:49:00.000+08:00

haha...haf a post be4 i go oror...lolx..

hmmtis few days dunno y...maybe listen to asmine tat news making me feeling dwn ba..lolx..wish not..cos 42 days my dead date come le..T.T...lolx..no la..

lolx..anyway wad i can say now is..wish her alll e best best la..hope they could be " chang chang jiu jiu "...lolx..hmm...anyway i can say is she is a good gal but...height abit too tall le ba..=X...no la..is me short short..maybe too long no go exercise making me..so short..=P..

haha..yes la..my dad is bac. to singapore n he onli buy 1 big box of chocolate inside onli 15 pcs..kao..singapore money cost 49.90..tmd damm expensive..but is delicious..^ ^...

haha...my birthday coming le..hey guys out there rmb buy me present leh..lolx..jkjk..think tis year is e biggest present i haf recieve le..is tat MOE given me N lvl exam on my paper..some more tmd 3 paper..sian lor..kns la..so suay..lolx..cannot celebrate again liao la..kns..everytime like tat...pri 6 also like tat PSLE 1st paper..kns lor..

lolx..okie la..cut all craps la..I done something wrong ytd..which is I dye my stupid hair...make untill my old colour all come back...kns..anyway nvm la..say natural colour can le..dun care la..lolx..48 days more den i can dye my favourite colour le..^ ^...

haha...stop here le..

signing off..
saddness..
" life is getting mre n mre sux without euu..n now I hope I could erase euu off in my mind..hope we still could be friend..wish euu all e best best.. "

2005-08-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

^ ^

2005-08-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

haiz..today is not a GOOD day for me...heard some news tat I dun wish to heard lor..even I knw abt it long time ago...someone told me be4 n I haf forgotten it le..yet today someone remind me again..now haiz..so sadd again n hurt + Jealous...omg...making me lost my concentration on my exam today man...lucky today is CPA or else i CRY...lolx...

anyway hope they will be happy ba..no choice cos i lost le... =( but nvm cannot be lover can be friend 1...^ ^ but hope she will accept me as normal friend ba...haiz..so sian..today vry late come home...11pm den come home..n i dye my hair n e result is dye = no dye...omg..colour is almost e same lor..lolx..maybe too less le..lolx..anyway i stop here le..

signing off..
SAD ben

19 august 2005, Friday

2005-08-19T08:41:00.000+08:00

haha...ytd think is e best day le ba..but also vry tiring day..lolx..

morning still e same meet sharon n go to sch...den take e stupid math test...omg..paper 2 one n half hrs is totally not enuff time lor..need 2 hrs lor..sian lost think abt 10 marks ba...sian la..no p4 le la..sure is p5 or even U...sian lor..kns..

haha..but nvm she brighten up my day aft see her smile so sweet...lolx..hmmm..freaking machine is inprint postage...lolx..tis question is easy but just unable to think out e answer in a short time...haha..so unable to answer her question..lolx..

cute gurl wif cute smile is so nice n sweeet..lolx..now me is so tired man..just wake up from my bed...now is 8.45 am...lolx..today is DNT den it start on 10.15 am..so good...lolx...

tis time e DNT I swear i will win james, eugene, farhan and those who scoroe high marks in DNT 1..argghhhh..espacially eugene...tmd always lose him by 0.5 marks or just same marks wif him 1...lolx..

2005-08-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

sian...nth to do at home...rush my stupid folio till tulan den dun wan to do...lolx..but saw her face in my deskto den still back to my work... =P

cos i wan to get good result den go in for good course..i not like someone who wan to get 4 pts..so sian lor..get so high..got 5 or 6 enuff le..aim for 4 den later can't get it..sian 1 lor...vry sad 1 lor..

lolx..today at sch do nth..go for prelim nia..lol..ppl is fourth day test me first day..cos first few days MC..* excuse..haha..is overslept..lolx..dream of myself swimming in waterfall..so peace..n nice..lolx..*

haha..she today not bad la..hmm..nvr siam me..but still nvr tok to me..i also dun dare to tok to her la..abit shy shy le..lolx..not like marcus..soooooo da dan..lolx..=X

hahax..today learn alot of things in blog..me finally knw how to look at blog script le..lolx..still rmb first blog..i see le scratch head sia..dunno wad the fuck is e blog writing..lolx...aft a long review on wad ppl done n try out..haha..can le..yesh la..lolx..

now so miss her..smile..too bad she not mine yet..lolx..

2005-08-14T16:18:00.000+08:00

14th August 2005

hHmmm..2 months nvr update le..lolx..hmm..now my prelim is going on..and I missed two prelim le..omg..me onli got 1 day mc..how..sian lor..lolx..dad is not at home for 2 weeks..haiz..this month he onli at home for 1 week nia..no less then 1 week..is 4 days onli...lolx..so sad..haha..hmm...

so sad my friend break wif her stead le...feel sad for her..she is a good gurl but onli abit ba tao...lolx..=X

haha..hmm..now she better le..nvr avoid me but haven tok..think got 2 month le ba...lolx..2 more month I will not be in xinmin le..feel both happy and sad..happy is I can go on for my better futhur study which was in ITE...lolx...sad is I haf to leave her and all my Friends in xinmin and my 6 bao bei gan mei mei..no..onli 4..haha..got 1 is simin but i dun think so..cos i find myself cannot treat her as friend or wadever..cos i still love her load...lolx..and hui min also will be leaving in 2 months time so think will go to same ITE ba...lolx..wish so ba..lolx..me vry se bu de 1 is mingmin, jinluan, simin, kevin ong, jonathan, lester, Marcus, arron, jai qi, asmine,jie yun, jun xiang, yi fang and wei lun...haha..and stil got some but not knwing them quite well la..lolx..like fion, jacky and alot more..lolx..

anyway..I will stop here..and go my slp liao..lolx..nitezZzz..

signingoff..

simin..I really really still love euu load..I try to forget Euu..but I stil unable to Forget abt eUu..Euu..are so sweet and lovely..but too bad euu r not mine..= (

2005-08-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

2005-07-03T14:49:00.000+08:00

hahaha..back to update my blog le..

lolx..yesterday play the whole day of pool..billard..n lan..wah..till now so tired..lolx..

but ytd was really really damm happy to go out wif my childhood gang..lolx..haiz..too bad is she not around..sian la..if she around steady..den will more more fun...lolx..

haiz..today write till her..

signing off..
" I dun love ur soul..but I love ur heart "
" I dun hold ur hand..but I hugg u hard "
" I dun think of u..but I miss u..."
" I dun like u but I love you.. "
" I dun like ur beauty..but like the way u behave "
" I dun like the pic of u..but I like the real person of u.. "
" I dun like to do anything for u..but I will do everything for u.. "

Friday, o1st July

2005-07-01T10:24:00.000+08:00

haiz..today again oversleep...omg..jia let la..

always over slp..but today overslp also nvm cos I was dreaming of her so I overslp hahahaha...sibei song..watching her in my dream..so sweet n cute...

haiz..later hav to go back sch..do some important stuff..aiya..very mafan sia..lolx..

anyway..I will ask her to be mine very soon..as I have the courage aft having the dream..wahahahaha..wait for me SIMIN...u gonna be mine.. =X

Thursday, June 30th

2005-06-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

haiz..sian man..today cannot wake up den nvr go sch...lolx..I hate study..but I go sch just because of 2 things..firstly is..watching her silently..in a corner
second is to chat wif my chatty n cute cute e gan mei mei..lolx..

hahaha..watch her will make my day brighten up..chat wif gan mei I will feel more lighter as now the stupid N lvl is rushing my brain hard man..making me stress and fear of taking up the challenage...omg..first time so scared of test or exam..lolx..

today moved hse le..even move to a hse which I wish for dunno how long..but...is not the right time..cos I wish to stay near wif my love 1..espcially her..now I unable to see her every momment le..I only can see her pic nia..sian 1/2..

haiz..today making me fed up..as when I was small move hse I was playing around instead of arranging things..but now..I hav to do everything..damm fooking tulan sia..lolx..

anyway today my mood is moody cos I din see her smile sweetly at me..still damm miss her the sweet sweet e smile..it melt my hearts... XD

now I just wish I can tell her confidently that " SIMIN..I LOVE YOU..will euu..be mine... "
haiz..I need more n more courage to say this words to her man..omg..I going to be crazy over her le...arrgghhh..

signing off..
simin I really miss n love u lots lots..